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Welcome to Islamic Life Coach School Podcast. Apply tools that you learn in this podcast and your life will be unrecognizably successful. Now your host, Dr. Kanwal Akhter.
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Hello, hello, hello everyone. Peace and blessings be upon all of you. Today is part three of the four part series during Ramadan around your baseline energetic wavelength, what I call your consciousness set point. In part one, we discussed the definition of your consciousness set point, what I measure in my program with an SQ score. This is your operating level. It is the baseline from which you interpret reality. Two people can face the same circumstance and live completely different internal realities because their set points are different. A low SQ score is a state of chronic dysregulation. This is your nervous system living in prolonged survival mode. At this level, your access to choice is very low. The gap between stimulus and response is next to non existent. You don't feel like you're choosing your actions. Your actions feel automatic, very justified, and always urgent. Inshallah, I have shown you up until now not to treat this as moral failure or a weak personality, and I've shown you that this is a skill you can uplevel. Because with that up leveling comes a high SQ score, which is regulated perception. It does not mean that you don't feel anger, fear, or sadness, it just means you have access to choice inside of those emotions. You can assign meaning deliberately instead of reflexively, and you're able to separate an event in your life from your identity. In part two we talked about how worship elevates your set point salah, fasting, dhikr, quran, all of that as regulation training. Worship being one of the primary technologies that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has given you to recalibrate your nervous system and refine your perception. When you engage in worship consciously, it widens your inner arena. And Ramadan as a part of that worship is then about operating from a higher SQ level. So now we move on to what keeps the set point low in the first place, and that's today's topic. In this episode, we're going to explore how raising your SQ breaks the cycle where trauma narrows your perception and perception keeps recreating the wound. How your temporary protective adaptation becomes a permanent self-concept. Adaptations in your psyche are created to deal with trauma, and these adaptations protect you. They're not your sign of weakness, they're a sign of inner intelligence. When you were overwhelmed, you felt unsafe, you were unheard, you felt powerless. In all of those scenarios, your nervous system made decisions faster than your conscious mind could keep up. All because that's what the situation called for. The situation called for survival, and your subconscious mind provided that for you. It activated what needed to activate. It shut down what needed to shut down. And that in itself is not low SQ. That is a very high SQ, meaning that is a high consciousness set point. Your mind and body's intelligence did what it was supposed to do to keep you alive. This is your body's inner design doing exactly what it was created to do, to preserve life. At that point adaptation was necessary. It came from a sophisticated internal intelligence. If you fawned in the presence of something threatening, that was your system calculating that compliance will increase your safety. If you dissociated or froze during an assault, that was your nervous system protecting you from psychological harm, when physical escape was impossible. Even your fight response, anger, sharpness, dominance, may have been the only way to carve space along the chaos that you might have been living with. In these moments, your body makes the right choice, even when your conscious choice was not intact. Again, what I'm trying to tell you is that this is not weakness, this is a very high consciousness set point. Even when this is survival state, because this was physiological, this is intelligent, this is responsive to you in real time. And still to this day, in certain situations it might still be necessary. High soulful intelligence score does not mean that you never activate survival. It means that your survival is used proportionately. Interpreting that you might have acted from survival once has been moral failure, that is what's low SQ. That is a low consciousness set point. The problem begins when a temporary adaptation becomes a permanent self concept. When what once protected you becomes who you think you are now. I'm just anxious, I'm just avoidant. I'm just a people pleaser, I don't know how to come out of it. I'm just someone who gets walked all over. Trauma is when your protective mechanisms are something that you stay in perpetually long after the threat is resolved. An identity level attachment to these survival patterns comes from a low SQ, and that keeps the SQ well below fifty. Your consciousness set point determines if your trauma, which was once a well adapted survival response, becomes your identity. It remains in your past where it belongs, or it dictates your present and your future. Survival response initially reflects a high intelligence, but living in perpetual trauma comes from low intelligence, and it lowers your set point even further. There's a difference between you experiencing harm, trauma, and you having the responsibility to heal from it. That comes from an elevated set point. You can be a woman who might have experienced harm at one point, that's history. But when you attach to the harm through a defining lens, when every disagreement with somebody somehow signals abandonment, or every delay from a text becomes rejection, when every authority figure signals to you some sort of danger, this is harm remaining active in the present. And this doesn't happen because harm is still happening. It happens because your low set point keeps you in a cycle where you reinterpret neutral situations through old survival coding. The harm occurred in the past, attachment through low SQ keeps it recurring even in different forms across your life. This is a difference between a survival state that you might have been in at one point to your benefit, and a survival story that keeps writing your life. The state was physiological and necessary. The story is psychological and unnecessary. The state was what was needed to keep you alive, but the story now says that this is who I am. Your trauma survival strategy itself does not mean that you have a low SQ. It means your body that was brilliantly designed did the job it was supposed to do. The low SQ begins when you stop questioning whether that strategy is still necessary. When you stop updating the operating system, when you allow your protective response to define your personality, your marriage, your faith, your qadr, that is when you're operating from a low consciousness set point. A persistently high set point honors your adaptation, whatever the survival mechanism body offered. And in the future it asks, is it still needed? Is it still accurate? Is my response proportionate? Is this what I need in this moment? Low SQ fuses with the adaptation and it says this is just me, and what was once temporary becomes a permanent ceiling that limits your life. And luckily for all of us, that ceiling can be raised, that set point can be raised. You did not choose the injury, you do choose the upgrade. Whether the harm was direct or subtle, cultural, relational or generational, you did not design the environment that shaped you, and you did not choose your initial imprint, but you do choose the upgrade, and this is what the series is calling you to do. Even if your wound was passed down from generations, and even if it predates your memory, you're not meant to stay configured around it. The harm might have been imposed, but the refinement is your choice. And through this refinement it does not mean that you deny the injury, it just means that you allow it to exist in the past. If you live at a low set point as the effect of trauma, responsibility of your upgrade gets misinterpreted as self blame. This is why healing takes courage. Staying low keeps the gates open to repeated harm, which becomes a cycle and you are here to break the cycle. Upgrading your operating system does not erase the wound. It prevents the wound from organizing your future. And this Ramadan is your structured invitation to do this level of taskya, this self-refinement. Taskiya is the leadership of your internal system, and Ramadan gives you conditions to practice this leadership daily, where you restrain your impulse and you regulate your hunger, you observe your reactions. Through that you are well on your way on how to learn to reassign meaning to your situations. Ramadan is a month of operating system upgrade. What keeps you stuck at a lower level of consciousness set point, and another name for that state is unhealed trauma. Unhealed trauma keeps the nervous system into survival mode, which then solidifies into adult pattern behaviors. Fight response often shows up as narcissistic or dominating behavior, flight becomes avoidance, freeze manifests as depression or shutdown, and fawn is what grows into people pleasing. Beneath all of them is the same core wound, a lack of self-worth, a low consciousness set point. So what keeps you as a woman anchored in a low SQ has not been weakness, it's not even ignorance or lack of iman. It is your unhealed trauma running the nervous system. Trauma pushes the body into survival mode, and the survival mode does not just end on its own just because time passed. When survival becomes chronic, it hardens into adult behavioral loops, and we end up calling it our personality. Sometimes women even start confusing it as your Islamic duty, meaning at some point most women confuse their suffering with the life of piety. This is a huge trauma in itself. What happened to you was not your choice, what we were exposed to, deprived of, or forced to endure, but when trauma is left unhealed, it does not stay in the past. It takes over the present, and the survival patterns become the operating system of your life. By definition that is a consciousness set point below fifty. So in this sense, what has otherwise been taught to you as a woman as your cadr is the lived outcome of your low consciousness set point. If you grew up in instability, financial chaos, unpredictability, constant stress, as an adult, you might struggle to earn well, or you might earn well, but you live in chronic scarcity. You hoard money, you doubt your management skills, you compulsively overwork. You might find saying to yourself that this is just how I am with money. If as a woman you were emotionally dismissed growing up, your feelings were minimized or mocked, as an adult you might not be able to tolerate feedback. Every correction feels like a personal attack. You either become defensive or shut down completely. And this type of behavior is gonna plateau your success at work, and none of that is because you lack intelligence, but because your nervous system interprets growth as danger. You might find yourself blaming the politics or timing or having a horrible boss, when in reality it is your low consciousness set point from unhealed trauma that is limiting your leadership capacity. Or if you look at worship, if you experienced religion as pressure or fear or a control tactic, as an adult you will oscillate between intense bursts of religious effort and complete burnout. If this is happening, trauma has hijacked your relationship with Allah, and you leaving it unrefined will keep your faith trapped in obligation. Trauma itself does not ruin your life. Unexamined trauma does. And this is where responsibility begins. Healing will never come from blaming yourself for adaptations that once kept you alive, because blame turns on yet another trauma pattern. Healing is you recognizing what protected you then is now preventing you from living. And refinement of the nafs is the process of reclaiming authorship over your internal operating system, so survival management no longer dictates your behavior. You could have been a victim of harm, but you don't have to be a victim of your dysregulation. Trauma was not your fault, but it is your responsibility to heal from it. Staying at the low set point keeps the gates open to repeated harm, self sabotage and generational transmission of pain. When you heal, you stop being available for all of these dynamics, and this is a part of your purification. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is not inherently punitive, but reality has laws. When wounding was not your fault, but you don't take responsibility for your healing, you will stay in chronic dysregulation, low level energy, resentment, victimhood, and this survival mood will recreate a very constricted life. This is not a punishment from Allah. When the nervous system remains unrefined, it stays open to repeated harm. You keep choosing environments that feel familiar even if they're damaging, and you might call it bad luck or fate, but all it is is unhealed patterns replaying themselves. When you heal, you become unavailable for dynamics that depend on your self abandonment. You function at a level of service because you want to, because you love to. You stop participating in cycles that feed only into your exhaustion, and all of this might feel threatening to others because your fragmentation is what is functional for them. They will label your healing as selfish because all of this time they might have benefited from your dysregulation. But your healing is not selfish, it is purification, it is the skia in its truest form, removing what does not belong so that you can stand as a whole. And when you give your love from that wholeness, when you devote yourself to a cause from that completeness, it is so abundant that your reserve of giving never runs out. I want us to go through this Ramadan with a different kind of intention, not just for more acts, not just for more recitation, more hunger. I want us to promise ourselves that we are going to engage in a conscious elevation of our set point. We're going to consciously try to get our SQ closer to seventy five. That way we will treat this month as intentional diskiya, an inward refinement, and we'll take that just as seriously as we take our outward acts of worship. Allah has never asked you to stay wounded to prove your goodness. And in this month we're not only restraining our appetites, we are restraining our distorted meaning making. We're fasting from impulsive interpretations. We're fasting from our victim narratives. The Quran says He has succeeded who purifies it, and he has failed who corrupts it. And this is with such ruthless clarity that there is no middle ground hidden between the two outcomes. The cruise control of neutrality is a lie that the nafs itself tells you to avoid responsibility. You are either purifying your nafs or you are corrupting it by not engaging in active healing. There is no cruise control. This is why the language of I'm not doing anything wrong is extremely spiritually dangerous. Not doing anything wrong is not the same thing as doing what is required. One of my teachers, Um Zakia, and I want you to check out her work on Instagram, she once said to us if you stop bathing your body, you're going to start smelling. You don't say I didn't roll in dirt today, I should be fine. Well she didn't say the rolling in the dirt part, but you get the metaphor. Even if you're not doing anything to make you dirty, if you don't shower long enough, people won't want to be near you. The same thing happens with the nups. When you postpone your purification, when you delay actively participating in healing your nervous system, your consciousness set point automatically drops. The inner agitation becomes normal. Low relational standards feel extremely justified and normal. So the moral of the story is that we all have to take a bath. Think about the internal operating system you are running. If you stop updating it, you don't get a stable system, you get glitches, you get unexpected crashes. And the primal nuffs is exactly how that is. The primal nuffs has a built-in downward gravity. If left unattended, it defaults to survival logic, a lot of times as entitlement, a lot of times as resentment, it's victimhood or urgency. This is why people might swear that they're quote unquote good people while living in chronic unrest and relational chaos. They might be going through spiritual numbness and think that it's normal. You might not be choosing anything evil explicitly, but the corruption itself will come from non stewardship of that nafs, from letting the system run itself. Purification of the nafs is active resistance against that decay. It is applying upward force where otherwise gravitational force exists. You're engaging in your life consciously instead of compulsively. And for some people, the uncomfortable truth might be that choosing not to work on your nafs is still a choice. It is a choice to let the lowest set point level take command. And just like every choice, this also has consequences. It shows up in your relationships, in your psyche, in your spirituality, in your mental health. And this is not Allah's punishment, it's just simple cause and effect. When you tend to the nafs, the coherence becomes possible. If you abandon it, the corruption does not need your permission to move in. Trauma was not your choice, survival was your body's intelligence in that moment. But remaining configured around your old survival coding is not your destiny. This Ramadan, your invite is to upgrade your operating system, to move from automatic reactions to conscious authorship. We are not doing this work to erase your past, we're doing it to prevent it from organizing your future. And that work in itself, that elevation of your set point is the skia. With that I pray to Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala, O Allah, you are the one who created my nervous system, my soul, my capacity to survive. Do not let what protected me then imprison me now. Ya Allah, help me honor my survival, raise my consciousness set point so I respond to life from clarity. Expand my inner arena so hardship does not define me, and the past does not organize my future. O Allah this Ramadan make my Taskia real, refine my nafs, and allow me to trust the strength that you have given me. Amin Yarabul Amin, please keep me in your draas, I will talk to you guys next time.
